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[Apr. 14th, 2006|11:44 pm] |
tired.
need to stop sleeping.
today was fun.
smoked in the afternoon.
chilling out with d. parissi
loving her. |
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| life now. |
[Apr. 11th, 2006|08:55 pm] |
well.
its been a while.
lets recap.
starting from the show.
show went great.
even with the fact that i had to get 4 stiches in my foot.
but i still had a fun weekend.
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My birthday was the nexxxt weekend(april 2nd)
It was a great birthday.
but not as good as i thought it would be.
My birthday presents are still in the process.
They are supposedly amazing ones from my friends.
I cried alot though.
I miss my dad.
Its sad.
But im healing.
My life as of now is fantastic.
There are no enemies anymore.
I dont have to pretend anymore with people.
My gpa was a 95 this quarter which is fantastic for my junior year.
I still continue to talk to mike once in a while.
he is cute.
i like him alot.
My days have been fun.
I have gotten trashed every weekend since my last entry.
Its nice.
I think i can say that i am happy now.
I plan for SAT's and shit.
I plan for college.
OMG!
I got into NYSSSA. which is one of the most difficult performing arts schools to get into.
It will take up all of my summer.
I cant wait.
Only 32 chosen from state.
Its fantastic!
YAY!
well this vacation should be swell.
I like my friends.
I will have fun.
I will visit colleges.
fun fun fun. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|07:52 pm] |
my new life has started.
Well AT LEAST i THINK IT HAS.
I Dont want to have horrible people in my life anymore.
If anyone thinks they are causing turmoil my life.
Back off or be nice.
I will not blame myself anymore. |
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| welcome back |
[Mar. 7th, 2006|08:54 pm] |
so im back to live journal i guess.
i dont know if im in love or not.
but its happening again.
and this time its staying
I realize that its the only thing that makes me happy.
mr.razors
i think i am in love with you
but this time its definite.
my past used to over take me
but it is now blocked
with this new weapon i found
its called future.
I dont know if life will get better for me.
but im waiting.
And i will wait
and wait
wait
wait
wait
wait wait
wait wait wait |
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| RENT: the movie |
[Nov. 23rd, 2005|09:35 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RENT | ] |
So The whole time i have been on this earth I have been waiting for the rent movie to finally be here:
NOW IT IS!
Today completed every goal any theatre kid has.
This film was not only incredible but it was breath taking.
If you have not seen RENT on broadway, still see this film.
You will leave the theatre with a life lesson.
This movie will change your life.
Just like the show did for me. |
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| my new new hair |
[Nov. 21st, 2005|04:32 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | RENT soundtrack | ] |
I died my hair an off-red auburn brown.
It looks really hot.
Thank god i dont look like a gothic smurf anymore.
Basically this weekend was fantasic.
I have been getting back to work and i like it alot.
Its good to get back to reality. Even though soemthimes it sucks. Like for instance, today i didnt go to school becuase i was really depressed in the morning. so i slept.
Friday: worked
Saturday: Thrift store, ate, then JESSICA, MEG and FEFE rose hell as usual. Except this time in Washingtonville. It was hysterical. I will never forget it. GHETTO GET OUT! WELCOME TO THE VILL BABAY!.
Sunday: worked and dyed hair.
I really love my friends. Thank god for them.
Honestly without all my friends i would be...
well i dont know.
P.S. I miss Chezzzzzz
thank you.T |
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| the reaction |
[Nov. 14th, 2005|07:59 pm] |
So people seem to like the new hair.
But i am changing it again
I have decided to be a hair whore.
Is life going to turn around for me?
because some people really make me angry.
There so cunty.
O well. |
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| my hair |
[Nov. 12th, 2005|06:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Not tonight- Tegan and Sara | ] |
Today my hair is black
it is permanent
it looks amazing
thank you
for pics....
go on my myspace soon |
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| I have realized.... |
[Nov. 10th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | hahahah? | ] |
| [ | mood |
| | horny | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Paramore "pressure" | ] |
Today was morely a day of thought for me.
I kept thinking of my future and where it stands as a whole.
Will I have a boyfriend now is the real question?
I keep thinking of how I have sex with these guys that I dont like and how it ends up making me feel absolutely amazing.
But I need that one. That takes everything bad away and makes it awesome.
I mean I have my girls. But I dont have sex with them.
I want that guy.
Hopefully he will know who he is.
If not.
sucks for me? |
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| today |
[Nov. 8th, 2005|08:57 pm] |
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Today I realized that my friends are the best thing in the world! |
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| Welcome to my life |
[Nov. 7th, 2005|12:02 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | ehhhh | ] |
| [ | mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | music |
| | bitches! | ] |
"Dear Diary: MOOD APETHETIC" (I should wear girl pants...o wait...)
I feel I Should Have a LJ. Not to just say that I have one but, to give people an inlook on me as a african american.
So It has been a whole week since my dads death.
I Never realized how awkward it is until I dont see my dad at my shows.
My recitals.
My life.
Its hit me.
It Sucks
BUT I REFUSE TO LISTEN TO SLIPKNOT or GWAR!
Maybe this is just the first step.
I feel like I am at rehab and I should confess that my piece is hidden in my pillow.
I miss him.
my friend
my brother
my dad.
when is he coming back? |
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